Well... It s been two years since I entered this course, Multimedia Design. And quite frankly, I haven t done a single thing this whole time. This wasn t my first choice of course, I even was a science major, and suddenly changed to arts. But, honestly, what I do love is horses. But because of several reasons, some of them physical, I didn t pursude what I really wanted years ago. Of course I ride every single time I get the chance, but when I thought of making that my life, I thought that it wouldn t be such a good idea.

But now, after this first week of college, there was something that simply didn t add up. I ve never felt like this in the years I ve spent here. Now something just tells me that I don t belong here. So I m considering stopping this year, working, and get some money so I can pay for my studies next year in the field that I really see myself in.

Probably not here in Portugal, but maybe in England, since they are more advanced in the riding and training of horses field, than here. Just for you to see, we have like, 3 posssibilities of higher education regarding this particular field. In England, they have like 20 choices or something! I was really astonished when I realized that! And really happy in a way...xD So I m considering the choices I have.


But am I doing something stupid or not?